Love Through Love

I had to write this blog in dedication to my husband and the love that we share. I have to talk about this moment I felt when I realized that " yes" I am really married and " yes" I am in love. It was at the forth coming to that knoledge that I had an in depth thought about how I view love more particularly the love I'm in. Well to explain it well you must know specific details about the past love I shared with this man. You see, the love we had was true only because here and now we can say that it was true. Because the truth is no one person can know anothers mind. It is the main cause of breakups and divorce. That is the source. Because two totally different beings with a high level of consciousness is trying to understand the other. When my husband and I started dating I was in love and I really felt it. It was this complete, natural, wholeness feeling when we were together. It was like...........a Romeo and Juliet thing. You see, we were still those two human beings who didn't know what to expect from love although we both had our failed experiences. But we had the same goals which was to be with someone forever and love them intil the end of time. Which is the goal of most who seek love. The difference from how I see then and now is detailed in the foundation of the love we share. You see, we started with a sense of uncertainty and destitude of minds. Now we are on one common ground and we search only to expand the parts of our love for each other that otherwise couldn't be infinetely expanded. Because the love we have now is the kind of love people hold on to even after death. It's the kind that allows the energy around you to be turned into love for that person so even in death that love goes on. Love is just a word though. But if I had to describe it, Love would not honor even as a word, the way I feel for my husband. I know if I died today my worst fear would be over. The fear that my life never stood for anything would die before I would because when I take my last breath I know that there will be a someone who holds me in a place no one else will ever be able to go............and that placeis their mind. For the mind is the heart of us all. The mind is what memories are founded on. So as we face another journey of life together I would like this person to know that I think of them with love and I will never forget them.